Post by Pam on Jun 19, 2008 21:38:10 GMT -6
Finally got my new treadmill. Its really nice. Going to take a bit before I get the hang of it but I like it. I ended up with a Sole. Their warranty is really good and they seem to make a good product. I liked my Nordic track but I really think it should have lasted longer than it did. Kills me to have to get rid of it. I take good care of my stuff and it looks like its in perfect condition. Oh well.
I hope ya all are doing good. I'm hanging in there and thats just about it. I want him back. It is the most horrendous feeling in the world knowing that I cant have him back. That he will never again sit on my bed and talk with me until all hours of the night. I miss him so damn much.
Tanner is having a tough time. He wants to right goodbye letters to everyone. He told me he wants to write them but that he doesnt want anyone to open them. He said he thought he was going to die in a horrible accident. That just kills me. I cant stand seeing them hurt the way they are. Its so hard. I am so scared that I am goign to lose one of them. I couldnt handle that, I just couldnt.
Well I hope everyone is doing good. I'm hoping to start checking in here more often as I start to workout. I know I certainly need it.
Talk to you soon.
Pa
I hope ya all are doing good. I'm hanging in there and thats just about it. I want him back. It is the most horrendous feeling in the world knowing that I cant have him back. That he will never again sit on my bed and talk with me until all hours of the night. I miss him so damn much.
Tanner is having a tough time. He wants to right goodbye letters to everyone. He told me he wants to write them but that he doesnt want anyone to open them. He said he thought he was going to die in a horrible accident. That just kills me. I cant stand seeing them hurt the way they are. Its so hard. I am so scared that I am goign to lose one of them. I couldnt handle that, I just couldnt.
Well I hope everyone is doing good. I'm hoping to start checking in here more often as I start to workout. I know I certainly need it.
Talk to you soon.
Pa
And so my week begins.