Post by Pam on Oct 27, 2008 19:05:49 GMT -6
Thanks for sending me yhe link to the board sue.No internet access and then my phone died, talk about feeling out of touch. i havent been able to write on Ryans guest book foeever, i hate that. also dont like not being able to keep up with you guys.
still living in the rental but with any luck we will be in there in a couple of weeks. we have a lot of work ahead of us. havent been working out, spend all my time at the house. when we are done i never want to see stain again! well at least for another 5 years.
this has been a hell of a year and we are going from moving into the house to geting right into the holidays. i just rather skip them this year. my brother wants me to have thanksgiving this year. does he have any idea what ive been through? i just dont get people. my mom keeps telling me i have to be happy for the kids, cant cry in front of the kids, have to do everything we always do for the kids. she is going to be greatly disappointed. because this christmas is not going to be happy for me and i hate to disapoint her but i even plan on crying in front of them. why do people insist on me acting like everything is ok?
on a brighter note i did get a huge sign from Ryan. will tell you more when i get on my computer. the buttons on thid phone are so small!! i wish you guys could have known Ryan. he was just an amazing young man. i find out more and more about the wonderful things he did everyday.
i hope you guys are doing good.im looking forward to being back.
pam
still living in the rental but with any luck we will be in there in a couple of weeks. we have a lot of work ahead of us. havent been working out, spend all my time at the house. when we are done i never want to see stain again! well at least for another 5 years.
this has been a hell of a year and we are going from moving into the house to geting right into the holidays. i just rather skip them this year. my brother wants me to have thanksgiving this year. does he have any idea what ive been through? i just dont get people. my mom keeps telling me i have to be happy for the kids, cant cry in front of the kids, have to do everything we always do for the kids. she is going to be greatly disappointed. because this christmas is not going to be happy for me and i hate to disapoint her but i even plan on crying in front of them. why do people insist on me acting like everything is ok?
on a brighter note i did get a huge sign from Ryan. will tell you more when i get on my computer. the buttons on thid phone are so small!! i wish you guys could have known Ryan. he was just an amazing young man. i find out more and more about the wonderful things he did everyday.
i hope you guys are doing good.im looking forward to being back.
pam
And so my week begins.